This time its for real

So I think that I am finally in a place where I HAVE to get this weight off of me. Its starting to become uncomfortable when I sleep and I honestly think its because I'm just toooooo fat. Anyhow I know I have been down this road many times before and never make it to the end. This time I am determined. I am going to start the process by cleansing for 14 days and eating right as well as going to the gym 5-6x's a week. I am still suppose to be training for this marathon, but that has been in standstill mode for like a week now. I wonder why I always do that. I start something and don't finish. Its starting to become a trend of mine. Not a good one so I have to nip it in the bud. That along with my procrastination is holding me back from being the person that I want to be. Anyhow just felt like writing so I thought this would be a good place to start. I use to keep a paper journal, but maybe I can keep my journal here instead. This is as good a place as any. I will be back soon. I promise this time. I need some routines and consistency in my life and this should be a good place to start. A few times a week I can come and pen my feelings, thoughts, goals, dreams, etc. Thanks for listening. Ciao for now!